i don’t even know the last time i made an entry on this page…and although that means that things have been great, the art of letting go (even emo blogs) feels slightly bittersweet in nature.
even though i have not written anything as of late, i still think about the nights in my post smoke haze where i would furiously type about boys who i thought were mine, who i wished were mine and who i knew weren’t mine but was delusional in thinking that maybe…our stars would realign themselves and get their shit together.
and you know what, they did.
they put themselves in their respective places in the vast black summer sky and hung themselves off the humid air finally disentangling their stories.
they sat there and acknowledged each other’s presence but knew, their time was finished.
and then one night, i decided to send a message to this man who has completely swept me into his arms and seduce me with his beard of flames.
i cancelled every single one of my dates after spending two hours and 2.5 pints of beer with him. i don’t know if it was the way he made me laugh, or if it was the way he transfixed me with his stories, or how he said i looked beautiful the moment we exchanged our first nervous hello’s.
i don’t know if that is why i haven’t looked back, but those are just a few of the things that keep me grateful for him.
he is wonderful and i would walk through hell again and again if i knew he was standing at that corner waiting for me on that hot summer afternoon.
"grow a pear."
am I the only one stuck on this?
Now it makes since that people always say “men feel like theyre entitled to sex.” I didnt actually realized dudes seriously said shit like this. Wow.
this man needs jesus
this man needs a lot more than jesus…
he needs a pear, apparently
It’s days like today that remind me, life is extremely fragile and we need to appreciate every single second and never forget how lucky we are to simply exist. Thank you Samantha Marq for capturing in a single frame the true essence that lives and breathes through Lauren and I on a daily basis. Words of advice to everyone that happens to read this post… Burn that candle, drink that “special” bottle of wine and never lose sight of how perfect each and every one of you are. Explore this beautiful world and surround yourself with people you love and are inspired by. Also, peanut butter cookies and milk are hands down the best combination of food/drink items that has ever existed. I love cookies so much. And also pizza.
- Aaron on Instagram.
Sometimes I drink too much vodka or eat 3 servings of macaroni and cheese in one sitting, but by far the most unhealthy habit I have is comparing myself to others.
This is one of my favorite things I’ve ever read on tumblr